Thursday, May 27, 2010
Smoke May Be Hazardous To Your Health
Lost is gone... kill me. You have no idea how depressing it is. On the radio, they're talking about people who love Dancing With the Stars [a shit show] having withdrawals. I wanted to punch my radio and scream that there are more serious fans who are having withdrawals and their show IS NEVER COMING BACK! I'm gonna miss it so much. And speaking of Lost (and therefore Evangeline Lilly, my idol...)
I'm slowly starting off my acting career. I feel so accomplished! Let me explain. I just recently [read as: Wednesday night] started acting classes at this local studio downtown. After class I talked with the coach about the perks, I guess, of this studio. She explained that every year AMTC [Actors, Models, & Talent for Christ (yeah, don't get me started)] has a talent search and come down and you can basically audition in front of scouts from all across the country, which is awesome.
So now, I need to lose a crapload of weight. I started today by watching my calories. Tomorrow will be the same plus more running around so I should burn more. I'm quite ashamed I let myself get this big [I'm 5'1" and 160lbs. That's huge for my height]. I used to be 125lbs and thought I was big then. I wish I could go back in time and kick myself for that. But once I stopped cheerleading, I gained about 15 lbs. Not bad, really. But college kicked my ass big time, in more ways than one. But when it came to weight, I gained about 20lbs in one year. That's downright disgusting and I hate myself for it. I'm going to stop complaining now and just do something about it.
Sorry this is so short, but I have to get to bed. Class in the morning then checking up on job stuff then coming home for housework. Whoo. G'night all. Namaste.